1. |
I Need Good News
03:49
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[Verse 1: Clarence The Kid]
Look, what a world we been living in
Wish the year would begin again
Maybe then I could get it in when I had shit
Get up in the club with all the ratchets, going bat shit
Whoa, virus got me fired from a higher place
I done grinded all my life just to get erased (damn)
Angry but I really didn’t have no time to waste
I buckled down to work, ended up unbuckling pants
Quarantine feeling like a prison
So you know a nigga need some visits
I should be repenting, but I’ve been lonely as fuck
What I really think I need is some love
I been driven by lust, so my rap shit’s rusting away
And my bank account’s still underpaid
I stay posted up in bed with some cartoons
Watching some news source telling us there’s still cases
What a sad day (damn)
Matter fact what a sad year
This is ten times worse than the past years
Got racism running rampant
But the racism been happening
This ain’t nothing new
Dropped “CAN YOU HEAR US NOW?” to expose the truth
The government never cared what we’re living through
We screaming out “black lives” but they yelling “blue”
So the police line looking like some soldiers do
That’s some crazy shit
Country being run by an idiot (fuck him)
But the only other candidates are a pedophile
And a hero who ain’t fit for being president
Like in any way
I need good news, shit’s weighing on me
I can feel the devil still preying on me
Got too many thots in my head
Wanna drop songs but I feel like nobody’s waiting on me
Damn
[Hook: Clarence The Kid]
I just need good news (good news)
I need some soul food (soul food)
I just wanna smile again (yeah)
I just need good news (good news)
I need some soul food, yeah (soul food)
I just wanna smile
I need good news, yeah
Aye, I need soul food, yeah
Aye, I just wanna, I just wanna
I just wanna, ah, I just wanna, ah
I need good news, yeah
Aye, I need soul food, yeah
What, I just wanna
Look
[Verse 2: Clarence The Kid]
Ever since May when I saw sirens
And the boys in the blue asking for my license
And my paperwork, I was shaking in the whip
Praying up to God that this car wouldn’t be my coffin
Left nauseous, sick to my stomach bro
Mama raised me up like a Huxtable
Don’t swear, don’t drink, don’t smoke
Dress nice, study hard, didn’t none of it matter though
All they ever see is a black nigga
Ain’t nobody care about the other shit
Just graduated USC, next week
Might see my eulogy on news channel six
Nothing’s guaranteed in this cold world
They gon’ do everything they can do
Just to make sure that they silence you
Fuck it, I’ll speak my truth
I am too valuable
Look, look, yeah
I feel like the road to liberation been a long one
I just write these songs cuz
It’s been weighing on me and I need an outlet
How does something like this make somebody hate us
All we want is to be free
In a country that my people built from ground up
Back when all my people were still bound up
Mass incarceration got me down cuz
Black is beautiful, I’ll scream it out
But the system only ever wants to drown us
Fuck
[Hook: Clarence The Kid]
I just need good news
I need some soul food, yeah
I just wanna smile again
I need some good news
I need some soul food, yeah
I just wanna smile
I need good news, yeah
Aye, I need soul food, yeah
Aye, I just wanna,ah, I just wanna, eh
I just wanna, ah, I just wanna, ooh
I need good news, yeah
Aye, I need soul food, yeah
What, I just wanna -
Look
[Verse 3: Clarence The Kid]
Man we’re living in dark times (dark times)
No punchlines, just observations (yuh)
We spend everyday debating
But no one’s having conversations
The fuck is wrong with this nation?
My people losing lives to racists
There’s blood all in the water
Supreme Court’s on some fake shit
Breonna taken, I can’t take this
My nigga I’m ready for war
The coppers said they were all ready too
And they killed all my niggas for sport
I’m a young black boy, I got a target on my back
I came up in a cul de sac (don’t matter)
And I might still get capped like that
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2. |
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[Verse 1: Clarence the Kid]
Everyday’s a bit more hopeless
When I wrote this I was all alone
Just thinking bout the bones in the ocean
Saltwater and my forefathers’ blood
Mixing up into a hell of a potion
That I saw in the eyes of my mother
When she brought me in a world so corrupt, so broken
It could never be repaired, she was hoping that her little black boy
Could find a way to navigate through all the noise and the madness
In a vast land that’ll never be content with my blackness
She just wanted to protect me
It’s moments like these that show me that our strong black women are a blessing
So selfless, when they’re the ones t hat could use some protecting
I’ve seen consistent support from our melanin sisters
They ready for war with the quickness
As soon as some shit popping off its with no hesitation
They’ll step up to form a resistance and hold it down
So who am I to feel upset about our lack of freedom
When really it’s queens that will step up and lead us
‘Til justice is served to police who have fired at everyone with some color
But internally we don’t check each other
When we talk down on the women thats lifting us up
The system is killing our brothers and sisters
But when it’s the latter no one gives a fuck
Breonna Taylor was the first, Sandra Bland was a maybe
People still mess with Tory Lanez lame ass even after what he did to Megan
Ain’t no kings here, men are trash for a reason, look at the stats
Ride for women on convenience, rarely believe them, look for additional facts
Damn, support is conditional
This is an issue, how can we support all our blacks
If there’s so much conflict within our community
We on the verge of collapse
I seen attacks from all over the place
We ain't forget about you
Oluwatoyin you were such a beautiful voice
Full of hope and it hurt when the news
Broke that a leader like you was found broken
Disposable all at the hands of a dude
That look the same as me, with the same name as me
That was the story that proved to me
Too many of us abuse women
Too many do not include genders
Outside the binary, I think it’s time to address the silence in the room
When it's people like Merci and Brayla and Tatiana
Why does no one wanna sign petitions?
Why does no one wanna get it trending?
I’m disgusted cuz not all of us are in this with the right intentions
BLM is the message, not just for men and women but for everybody
Regardless of sexual preference or gender expression
We in this battle together
‘Til we get better at fighting internal oppression
Inside of our circle, we’ll never be free
Imprisoned by hatred and lack of acceptance
We gotta be in this unanimously
[Interlude: Clarence the Kid]
We gotta be in this unanimously
Every single black life counts
Can’t say black lives matter and forget about our trans lives
Forget about our gay black lives
Forget about our female black lives
How can we overcome the world if we can’t even overcome ourselves?
[Outro: Kabwasa]
Your love, stained by your blood
Your love, black skin stands above
Don’t let her stand alone, yeah
Don’t let them stand apart
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3. |
PTSD (Interlude)
01:11
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[George Floyd]
One thing ‘bout old Floyd, man, I love the world
I ain’t putting on, ask anybody that know me, then they know me
I can’t breathe, Mr. Officer! Please! Plea - ahhh! Ahhh!
[Various Protestors]
This brother lost his life, the whole world saw him die
We don’t see white people die on TV by the police
Why do we have to see that?
Why did it have to happen?
I’m tired of being peaceful!
I have lost three brothers to this sir, three!
This is not alright, I’m hurt!
I’m angry, I’m frustrated
I’m personally feeling angry, frustrated, mad
But I’m still trying to peacefully protest
...a couple days ago
And the protest was peaceful until the police
Showed up with their excessive, violent force
Shooting rubber bullets and throwing tear gas
Is this what you think of protecting and serving?
Because I think it’s bullshit!
There’s tear gas over there and it fucking hurts
But guess what else hurts?
Having a police officer kneel on your fucking neck
For seven minutes while the life drains out of you
Y’all come up with a better way cuz we ain’t doing it!
At this point I’m ready to die for what’s going on!
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4. |
Demons & Emotions
04:00
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[Intro: Clarence the Kid]
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
[Verse 1: Clarence the Kid]
Look, I could be sad if I want to
Stop trying to police my emotions
If you saw the world through my eyes
I’d be surprised if you weren't feeling hopeless
How the fuck I’m supposed to keep on coping?
To be honest I’ve run out of emotions
I’m numb to it, they pointing the gun, shooting
I look at the blood spewing
And feel nothing maybe something’s wrong
I’ve seen myself die more than I ever should
I’ve seen too many cops patrolling the neighborhood
And if I get stopped, I’m ready at any moment
To lose my right to life because that narrative is understood
On both sides, if they gave the care they give to a white life
To all lives, I wouldn’t be talking now would I?
I’m yelling 1312 until the death of me
They ain’t respect me, but it’s “yessir”
Or else I’m probably bullseye
And then it’s goodbye, without so much as a hearing
Or a reading of Miranda to me, what’s the point of the right
To be silent if they gonna silence me regardless...
Cops are lawless and it’s awful feeling helpless I just
Wanna feel sad for a minute (shit)
Shit, at least give me that
Cuz this world ain’t built for us
I got a love-hate relationship with being black, fuck
[Hook: Clarence the Kid]
All of these feelings been living inside of me
Tossing and turning in bed I just cannot sleep
Wish I could figure out how to get over these
Demons and emotions, I am so exhausted
I can’t breathe
All of these feelings been living inside of me
So many bodies I’ve counted I have no peace
Wish I could figure out how to get over these
Demons and emotions, let me feel sad for a --
[Verse 2: Clarence the Kid]
Sick and tired of being stuck in a system
That never gave a fuck about my existence
They don’t want me at all
And every day it gets more apparent
I’m staring in the mirror tryna figure out what’s so scary about me
But I don’t see nothing
I’m struggling tryna love me, they spitting on me
I can feel retaliation bubbling inside of me
Shove it down and just smile and be polite
Cuz society will think less of me if I put up a fight
Man, I gotta be even better than perfect
Cuz if I’m not then Karen probably get nervous and call the cops
And then the officer will shoot me with purpose
And put me back in the dirt
And just pour my blood on the pavement
Because that’s what he was taught
By a system that’s killing niggas for standard procedure
Then turn around and give water to a demon
That’s squeezing the heater on people
That’s exercising the right to speak freely
Police is evil
The way they treat us ain’t equal or even
I’ve had enough of this shit (really)
Really fuck all this shit (really fuck all this shit)
Really fuck all this shit (yeah, yeah)
All we do is love and you won’t love us back (yeah, yeah)
Love me back!
All we do is love and you won’t love us back (yeah, yeah)
Love me back!
All we do is love and you won’t love us back
Love me back!
What the fuck is that?
[Hook: Clarence the Kid]
All of these feelings been living inside of me
Tossing and turning in bed I just cannot sleep
Wish I could figure out how to get over these
Demons and emotions, I am so exhausted
I can’t breathe
All of these feelings been living inside of me
So many bodies I’ve counted I have no peace
Wish I could figure out how to get over these
Demons and emotions, let me be sad for a minute, uh
[Verse 3: Clarence the Kid]
It’s like they’re scared of black (why are they scared of us?)
Saying we terrorists but they tear us apart
Ain’t no one hearing us
I really thought this time would be different
How foolish of me to think this country
Would finally give us freedom
That’s a privilege we never getting
As long as capitalism living and breathing
We’ll be pleading for oxygen
This shit squeezing the life out of my people
So many beautiful kings and queens
Have been beaten down
And never got their power back
Since they kidnapped all the royalty from our motherland
And tied our hands together
Stripped away our culture
We brought it back, tried to have something that's only our own
But the oppressors tried to take that shit over too
What are we supposed to do?
Trapped inside a system that wants nothing to do with you
Justice is overdue
I’m so hopeless, only notice pain in my field of view
How are we gonna move?
How are we gonna prove that we’re worth something?
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5. |
Black Skin (Skit)
00:28
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[Clarence the Kid]
No, here’s the thing bro listen, listen
Until this country sees black skin as something that’s valuable
And I don’t mean valuable for-- for business or profit or none of that
I’m talking about when this country sees black skin
As something that’s actually worthy of protection
Our people will never be free
No matter how much we say racism doesn’t exist as much as it used to
So until we get to that point
We gotta keep applying pressure
And even when it feels hopeless
We gotta keep going
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[Hook: Clarence The Kid]
Been down bad from the block
Run fast but we ain’t catching up
So we gotta keep going
Been picked on by the cops
Suspect, put us all in the box
But we gotta keep going
This been weighing heavy on my heart
Why won’t this war ever stop?
We just gotta keep going
I said we gotta keep going, yeah
I said we gotta keep –
[Verse 1: Clarence The Kid]
I feel like I’ve grown up way too quick
My perspective been jaded, I’ve hated this shit ever since
I was a kid in the class, forced to pledge allegiance
To a country that don't want me to exist
I’ve been pissed off, fist up, bottle anger in
As an oppressor make me bite my bottom lip
Don't explode or they’ll put you in the pen
Darkness closing in all around me
If you see me walking don’t talk to me
Life has been really hard for me
Heart been guarded with armory
All parts of me have been cautiously navigating this army of
Killers, racists, and officers holding hands in comradery
Autumn leaves have been dropping and falling onto the concrete
Crumbling, being crushed like my people by our society
I could be worry free but the fear is growing inside of me
It’s constantly reminding me that life could be fickle, all of my people really
[Hook: Clarence The Kid]
Been down bad from the block
Run fast but we ain’t catching up
We just gotta keep going
Been picked on by the cops
Suspect, put us all in the box
But we gotta keep going
This been weighing heavy on my heart
Why won’t this war ever stop?
We just gotta keep going
Yeah, I said we gotta keep going
Yeah, I said we gotta keep –
[Verse 2: Kabwasa]
Fist in the air praise king Kaep
Worried on the block who the cops finna shoot at today?
This the new wave
This the vibe change
This the break the system so we can feel sane for once
Let me walk the block and feel safe for once
Give me a country that got taste for once
Look, check
Black love, black power to my brothers and sisters
It’s been a long time coming now we rocking the system
Right, left uppercut to the founding fathers and they can catch these hands
I know they turning in their grave when they see me dance
It kinda feels like a power shift
Black boys and girls growing up with a new dynamic, a new gist
See you best believe lil baby, baby we run shit but still…
[Hook: Clarence The Kid & Kabwasa]
We been down bad from the block
Run fast but we ain’t catching up
So we gotta keep going
Been picked on by the cops
Suspect, put us all in the box
But we gotta keep going
This been weighing heavy on my heart
Why won’t this war ever stop?
We just gotta keep going
Yeah, I said we gotta keep going, yeah
[Verse 3: Jamel]
I said here we go again, this ain’t nothin new
I should listen to my kin and go cop a tool
Well, in my defense amendment number two
Really don’t protect niggas, man, that’s my point of view
Have the kids take a vest with ‘em when they go to school
Cause the cops be arresting them, no reason or proof
And you could be the next nigga, watch how you move
Feelin real hesitant to break any rule
Cause you know that they favor the white man
Yeah, I’m light skin, 1 plus 5’10
Just a lover, never fightin’
Spittin’ rhymes cause I can’t stay silent
They turn on a dime when we need em, now they hidin’
Voted Biden cause, I mean, who else imma choose
Every candidate be trippin’, just go look at the news
Every motherfucker got some loose screws
Feelin’ like this whole thing was a lose lose
Damn, I shoulda knew cause I...
[Hook: Clarence The Kid, Kabwasa, & Jamel]
Really been down bad from the block
Run fast but we ain’t catching up
So we gotta keep going
Been picked on by the cops
Suspect, put us all in the box
But we gotta keep going
This been weighing heavy on my heart
Why won’t this war ever stop?
We just gotta keep going
Yeah, I said we gotta keep going
Yeah, I said we gotta keep –
[Verse 4: Clarence The Kid]
Look, what the fuck is this world dog?
Every time I turn around something falling apart
I put my pain in my art, cuz it can’t stay in my heart
I’m tryna change the world for real but I don’t know where to start
I put my soul into these verses, all I get is applause
But nothing’s changing, it's amazing how defying the odds
Won't ever even the score, we pleading for something more
But just discussing ain't enough for them to change up the law
Cuz I done witnessed the politicians admit to a system
Then say “reform” and other shit that make us want to believe them
But really justice never been a listing on their agenda
So come election time we feeling like no hope is within us
And I think Joe is a win but only cuz Donald isn't
Kamala shines as a beacon for all our colorful women
But she was still up in Oakland everyday sentencing niggas
So really how can I celebrate knowing war is still present
Explain that
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[Verse 1: Clarence The Kid]
Okay it’s been a few months since the movement popped off
Since I couldn’t log off
Hypnotized by everybody steady shittin’ on cops
Feeling scared as fuck but hoping that the protests won’t stop
Knowing that a trend will end despite the root of the cause
But I get it, you ain’t live it, most were being educated
Got a couple killers fired now the people think we made it
Corporations tryna profit, so they dropping PR statements
I ain’t post a square and now some white girl telling me I’m racist
Funny how that happens
I’m a poet, I paint pictures in the form of rapping
Imagine being little kids just playing in a wagon
Then learning in this country, your life is just like a napkin
Disposable, the world been colder than the snow in Aspen
You can go from driving with the homies, singing, laughing
To seeing red and blue lights on the face of your assassin
Mama hurting when she see her baby in a casket
I swear America is scared of blackness
[Hook: Clarence The Kid]
My people still dying out here
5-O still never get indicted out here
Yeah, yeah
I’m still seeing sirens out here
So many broken hearts still crying out here
Yeah, yeah
Some people still fighting out here
News source still say that we violent out here
Yeah, yeah
Too many stayin’ silent out here
Black trans lives still getting bodied out here
And that’s real
[Verse 2: Clarence The Kid]
Look, your trend is our trauma
Really this ain’t no attack I’m only tryna be honest
Uncle Sam been sick with racism, it’s probably chronic
The problem wasn’t fixed at all just cuz they gave us Obama
They only love us for everything that we do for the culture
With our dances, sports, and songs that we put out for exposure
But how come when you change the channel, you start changing your voices?
And when we need you all the most we’re never feeling supported
We’ve been exploited for centuries, never saw the profit
Tried to build up in Tulsa, but Oklahoma stopped it
Fetishized, if everybody really loves the chocolate
Then why the hood so underfunded, my people are starving
I could go on for days and days, this shit is so disheartening
But I had to let y’all know why this is so important
We’re exhausted, we’re hurting and we’re just getting started
We’re fighting for our lives, will you choose to be part of it?
I hope so
[Hook: Clarence The Kid]
Cuz my people still dying out here
5-O still never get indicted out here
Yeah, yeah
I’m still seeing sirens out here
So many broken hearts still crying out here
Yeah, yeah
Some people still fighting out here
News source still saying that we violent out here
Yeah, yeah
Too many stay silent out here
Black trans lives still getting bodied out here
And that’s real
This war is forever
And we still got a long way to go
It’s all black lives matter till the death of me
[Outro: Clarence The Kid]
I think the funniest and most frustrating part about human nature
Is how short our attention span is, especially nowadays
We can’t pay attention to anything for more than ten seconds
So, when the movement popped off I already knew
Although everyone was getting involved and it was beautiful
The beauty was only going to be temporary
Just because something is no longer relevant to you
Doesn’t mean it’s over or it’s not happening
It’s too hard not to know what’s going on
So you can either choose to be apart of it
Or you can choose to just let it happen
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Clarence The Kid Los Angeles, California
I believe everyone can be a kid.Everyone has an inner child locked up inside of them, buried behind an ever-growing pile of responsibilities and commitments that try to silence that part of your existence. My aim is to bring that child out. I think everyone is still a kid at heart. ... more
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