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[Verse 1]
I feel so trapped
I don’t have nowhere to go, I don’t have nowhere to turn
Matter of fact
Why am I tooting my horn when the boy still has so much to learn?
Get off my back
This is no way to be living, the fire within me still burns
Till my heart is black
Burnt to a crisp as this raging inferno consumes my whole soul, yeah
I am so tired of walking around I am beating myself up inside
Because I am not perfect, I thought I was perfect, but obviously that is a lie
And why, do I feel like I’m such a God awful guy
I mean everyone messes up, if you ain’t messing up then are you living your life?
And I feel like everybody thinks it’s my fault
I feel the eyes staring at me as I’m moving down the sidewalk
Everybody knows it, man I swear they know it, I am frozen
Waiting for someone to open their mouth and expose me
The all-knowing up above knows what I’ve been going through
I’ve upset my Father, now who else am I turning to?
Who could’ve knew that one decision would affect me on a personal level
I’m steaming like a kettle, I feel like a rebel who is trapped
Like in Star Wars, there’s a dark force
Clouding up my judgement, filling me up with remorse
And I’m sore physically, my mind is draining mentally
Why ain’t no one helping me, I’m definitely drowning
I’m so lost in the frost, damn this world is so cold
Reaching out into the darkness I’m just tryna get a hold
Of the light and I fight, cuz I’m tryna see a better day
But despite my efforts I can’t seem to keep the pain away
I can’t put this gun away, finger on the trigger
Thinking if I clench my fist then everything would disappear
And I am so sick and tired of being so sick and tired
And deep down inside I'm so done with being done
All of this devastation I am feeling truly got me devastated
Cuz I hate being hated and I love being loved
And it’s tough, because enough ain’t enough
And it’s like no matter what I am stuck
And I feel like I’m trapped
I still feel like I’m trapped
Man I’m trapped
I’m trapped
I still feel like I’m trapped

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from DIGITS (Playlist Version), released August 4, 2017
Written by Joshua A. Smith.
Produced by DeeMarc.
Mixed and Mastered by Little AZU.
Recorded at the Gateway Extension of the USC Thornton School of Music in Los Angeles, CA.

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I believe everyone can be a kid.Everyone has an inner child locked up inside of them, buried behind an ever-growing pile of responsibilities and commitments that try to silence that part of your existence. My aim is to bring that child out. I think everyone is still a kid at heart. ... more

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